Valium.......

I was called to a meeting yesterday.....

My job has been with MRDS I go out of my way to do things the teachers (swd, avt, class, etc) then 'we' had a meeting with the DSA and I was to look after MRDS WTF I work with him the most....ayway the DSA has told them a different way.......so in a meeting in front of others my way was talked about...not very nicely, I plan , observer, record and evaluate EVERYTHING........
then they pipe up we need a central location for MRDS' stuff again WTF.........
4 teachers asked if I was ok..??????????????
the CT came back from her very important job in the office to say how wonderful the meeting went......my comment was bullshit you came back because you knew you'd pissed me off and I will do it YOUR way I am after all just a teacher aide....my resources filled my boot yesterday and will continue to do so until they are all in my house.....
You want me to do it your way.....provide the stuff I need and I will...like the SWD teacher said your grandchildren will love you and your stuff!!!!!!!!

luckily I had NC all afternoon the room is back to how she set it up at the beginning of the year and I will go in at 8.15 and leave at 3.......

I was past crying on the way home (my normal release) I was shaking so much I took myself to the doctors..... and walked out with VALIUM......great not sure one day was enough though



so looking forward to today...I wonder how many people will want to 'meet' with me .....and how they will explain the end of his communication book....after all TA's dont talk to parents do they???????????