27 Feb 2013

Just a TA

Not a rant a reflection...............

we had our Speechie visit scheduled for 12 three TA's turned up on time the SWD teacher and Speechie were having their meeting about the meeting in the staffroom, The TA's sat and watched me.....fucks me off no end when this happens I feel like the student (argh) 
so they waited and watched until they'd had enough .... went hunting the SWD  teacher and was told they'd get there when they were ready....nice to be able to sit a chat all day...

Anyhoot they all rocked up..SWD teacher, speechie plus one from a SEU at a SS, the DP, class teacher could move fast enough to start her in-depth lesson she couldn't be dragged away from ....... I was introduced as teacher aide extraordinare , which I promptly corrected as just a TA

we did our stuff then they did theirs, the class performance was on we watched our recorded version and did all the actions together, wonder if that will happen on the day??????????

I am so over it all which is sad the morning I sat in on a maths PD that LST created it was amazing and so very helpful for us, until the prep TA who is scabbing hours left right and centre pipes up when asked for any clarification ...yes she directs at me '' what are your hours and how are you involved in this?'' are you fucking serious???? 
I am not 'involved' in anything it is a program I can use to help the STUDENTS I work with, I even told her to be quiet and I'd explain if she let me....... got a high five at lunch tie from another aide who was there...!!
so sad my colourful gumboots brighten my day and thats all atm xx
  

22 Feb 2013

Gumboots

I am loving BigW's $10 gumboots during the wet weather much to my family's disgust ...
The kids at school love them too and you can't beat year 1 cred xx

21 Feb 2013

My Time ...everything crossed


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18 Feb 2013

when the emotions boil over to home it isn't pretty...normally I have  soft place to fall when one is broke, now both are and i am only hanging on by a tread x

15 Feb 2013

broken

I am typing this on an old laptop that n doesn't work until I slam it every time....nearly breaking my finger...

Thats not all that is broken I am I am throwing in the towel and looking elsewhere, I just can't do it anymore, it boils down to lack of communication and a fucked up handover last year...it is killing me mentally, in a nutshell I left all the resources and visuals for MyMate just in case I dropped dead over Christmas I went back and found out the CT chucked most of it out because she didn't understand what it was used for..(I made the stuff out of my ow pocket and in my own time ie at home ) the other aide who shares the role with me if a blonde bimbo who told me she would *#%^ the dad o the first dad, the week later she had a new name for it doable dad...I can't look at him in the eye anymore, he used to call me Mrs B#$*& now he uses my first name in a sultry voice....and he is a man in uniform .... not to mention i have caught her rummaging threw my bag.....

I love working elsewhere in the school, enjoying others seeing me as a real TA....
My Rock is not helping I understand I have OCD issues I am trying so hard to control them or apologize if I don't ...there is lack of consistency, hchanged ea

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12 Feb 2013

Bat shit

Yep I am as bored as bat shit.....I have nothing to do I walk in and support students walk out....even mymate's stuff is done all my stuff from last year getting another going over again walk in walk out

we had our TA meeting today, i was told to take mymate, no problem for me everyone else had an issues fuck off.....x I don't care he high fived me and looked at me in his mirror...x

I have started looking and applying for more jobs I cant stand a whole year of nothing I even signed up for the sustainability group who still haven't had a meeting.......


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11 Feb 2013

2 Feb 2013

Gosh was that only week 1

I stayed home on the first day I was a little scared I wouldn't get home ... They all had a great day by the sounds of things
Day rolled around I was given my timetable and I knew I was being taken away from MyMate for the mornings :( but I was going to grade 5 I must say even though I am pissed at the reasons I'm being taken away I am loving working with other people sharing the love and getting acknowledgment from others that I am more than a baby sitter :) x
We were told we are moving ... Later in the week that changed thanks to MyMate we have a toilet in our room plus an enclosed outdoor space so we are staying and having the two / three class move in with us not sure if my feelings about this it is all the year ones I worked with lady year do I know what's coming ...
The lady who is with MyMate hates it she is bored, texts, and generally wants to be else where.... I can't blame her having had a taste and the new CT is doing her way very different :/
So the week rolled on tbc