Where the fuck do i start..after reading Lee's post I am as fired up as all hell.....
I waited over an hour at the doctors, he is talking hysterectomies !!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!! without doing tests if what I say is true....um yes 2 maybe 3 days a week I DONT bleed every other day yes and a week of heavy periods with clots the size of my fist!!!!!!plus BP of 160/110
My weekend starts with both girlfriends sleeping over...I have had the sex talk with both boys, both girls each couple separately and I bought condoms......my son is nearly 18 and the other one 16 with a 17 year old girlfriend..I am not stupid!!!!!
DA starts, what's for dinner? no Friday night YOU do it KFC for the kids YOU have done if for the last 10 weeks why ask me now...?????????
I needed to go back to work Saturday to clean up some mess I had left, they ALL wanted to come, two cars two learners....DA speaks very rudely to each one when he sits in the front!!!! short straw B1 gets him....they arrive both pissed and i am NOT picking sides DA gets mad B1 puts his foot down.....simply shut your mouth or think before you open it!!!! FFS
They love my classroom 1/2 class small everything, no one else at school best bit finding $5 note on the floor outside...!!! plus the school pool (no I don't have a key)
the we head to Coffee Club A1's girl is a little rough and has minimal manners, much to DA's disgust he corrects her all the time...(just her very Northern English upbringing) arrogant like him, he can't handle the competition!!!! B1's girlfriend thanks us for the free water pus everything else over and over!!!!
DONT COMPARE CHILDREN YOURS OR ANYONE ELSE'S LIVE AND LET LIVE!!!!
Then I got hay fever watery eyes, skin itches I go to bed...... Nana is at the house when I wake.....oh goodie....I go to the shop to buy a carton of XXXX, she pips up it's hers LIKE FUCK it is Nana...she gets that drunk over the afternoon she walks out of the bedroom naked to put her can in the bin......unbelievable..
the next morning she talks about Easter and how she is sleeping here Thursday Friday and we are ALL going to drop her off and staying for a feed with SIL NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL AM I GOING NO WAY!!!!!
So a lazy Sunday in bed I refuse to go anywhere I don't feel well end of story....BUT DA wanted to go to Masters to pay for the fridge so it can be delivered while I am on holidays...Masters is 2 minutes away but I go....chest pains and dizziness but who cares HE wants it now!!!!
I came home went back to bed....woke up had a shower and lemsip .....woke up again at 9 vomited everywhere, he has his face covered with the sheet saying if he smells it I will be cleaning up his sick as well!!!! another shower the quilt and everything else on the floor I was sick on goes in the bin......
I face the other way back in bed...up today for blood test and ultrasound Wednesday........
why does the thought of having my girls parts ripped out and a week in hospital sound so appealing...??
lets not start on MY family
What do you need? I can come over before or after work.
ReplyDelete*sigh* I hear you. It's fucked up.
ReplyDeleteYou'll probably feel a lot better once you've stripped your insides. :) That's got to be sucking the energy out of you. Men suck. That is all.