Back at it

I realise for the first time I love my job...not just love my job for the good bits (like 10 weeks on 2 off)..these holidays I went into work 4 times, I did work at home because 'I WANTED TOO'....

I realised I am happy even sitting in an empty classroom doing nothing......

These holidays have been a shocker for me, I don't think there has been a day when someone else was in my house sleeping or someone who should have been here wasn't here..in other words it wasn't 3+1=4 it might have been 2+2=4 and that is different!!!! I love having people over I love knowing my boys feel the same way and open their hearts to others they let others in on many levels.. ;] xox

A1's girlfriend's family have drove me nuts....the mum 'ate' elsewhere ...the dad found out, she decided to take SS back to England to live with 5 days notice....nearly killed my boy..then changed her mind who the fuck does that???? so she went on Saturday night 3 days notice to her 3 kids and hubby....then I get a text asking if I can be the mum figure??? I'm here to help anyone but draw the line at playing games lets make that little gem clear from the get go....

DA's and his family are doing my head in big time..I realise Mother's Day is coming up.....SIL makes all the decisions on outing I am waiting for the details on Mothers Day...I am not will not attend so don't ask!!!!!!

Take the boys and add another knife to my heart and not even realise ...