Girls bits.. (warning)

I normally get cramps...left side right side, a week later sore boobies and then..the DND sign is up for about 4-7 days...

This time thanks to the medication for anxiety no cramps, no pain just ''hi, I'm here'' when I LEAST expected it...

PAIN...OMFG I have never had pain like I did, I felt like my inside lady parts we going to fall out of my outside lady parts...and spent the whole day telling anyone who will listen, with a The Man and 2 teenage boys the cross eyed girl cat was it..or the gay Halo while sitting on his blanket marching and sooking, a least he seemed to care!!! Then again he did have that far away look in his eyes....

So while the boys clocked up hours for A1, taking B2 to the coast and to pick up his wheels I went to the shop for drugs.... I have to go to the one a little further away because I go to get my normal medication near home they always ask if I take anything else ??? NO just give me the pills please!!!!!! 

I came home had a wash, put on my extra long maternity pads took 4 pills, text The Man ''if I die don't bury me'' and drifted into peace.....

Then no less than 2 hours later I was looking for a baby in my bed (which would also explain the weight gain) I swear I was in labour.....the pain lasted on and off for hours no heat pack, drugs, alcohol, drugs and alcohol worked...

Then my body responded in shut down mode, I feel drained and can hardly stand straight....thank goodness for public holidays and no money atm home is the best place to be, even if it is in fix it mode 

love bee x