Help

I did it.... I have put it off for 18 months but I did it this afternoon I didn't get my vowel job the lady said I was under qualified when I meet all the qualification standards plus more... Some of you will remember MLF his mum is best friends of the founders of the vowels, she is a patron and major sponsor so is her husband he builds she pays her parent sponsor 4 children @ $25000 a year

You see my point ...

I texted her and asked for her help on getting a job she knows I can do it is that bad
My reasons are my hours have been cut by 14 this year and a lovely lady ( no sarcasm ) came to replace me she did work experience last year I worked with her ... Has been given 12 hours to work with MyMate in the pm when I go home
Both of us are as uncomfortable with the situation but what can I do smile and reassure her I'm not upset and bitter but I am, really really disillusioned by the fact

Justification to move????

and I did

after much tooing and froing should we go to the beach?  should we go to the Tavern with the kids? Should I just crawl into bed with another wine or two? the shitty raining one minute clear the next was swaying the vote in the end we said lets just do it....

we headed to the coast, we went to Waxy's noise pub on the strip, we amazed BB's gf with out choice,we normally head to Coffee Club, Toscarnis or Hog's Breath all very family friendly....!!!! that we both has a scooner and sang to the band as well as taking selfies shocked her even more...

we looked at rain and wind battered coastline it is so sad, we looked at the oldies, the youngens, we looked at ourselves, we didn't stop for a game of pool or bowling, we didn't stop from DA's coffee and my ice cream nor did we stop at those white statue mime people (they make me shudder) we headed home to see young people jumping in their mates moving cars, hugging in the moonlight and realized it did us the world of good.....

so my previous post to fuck off (to the coast) and have a beer (at the pub) was right....did it rain? did it bollocks a lovely moonlight night without a cloud in sight xx

low low low

       this is what my world needs

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Monday photo dump

A raining week that nearly pushed me to the edge I don't want to go today or any more days I want to be needed, respected, appreciated praying for some phone calls this week x

Just a TA

Not a rant a reflection...............

we had our Speechie visit scheduled for 12 three TA's turned up on time the SWD teacher and Speechie were having their meeting about the meeting in the staffroom, The TA's sat and watched me.....fucks me off no end when this happens I feel like the student (argh) 

so they waited and watched until they'd had enough .... went hunting the SWD  teacher and was told they'd get there when they were ready....nice to be able to sit a chat all day...

Anyhoot they all rocked up..SWD teacher, speechie plus one from a SEU at a SS, the DP, class teacher could move fast enough to start her in-depth lesson she couldn't be dragged away from ....... I was introduced as teacher aide extraordinare , which I promptly corrected as just a TA

we did our stuff then they did theirs, the class performance was on we watched our recorded version and did all the actions together, wonder if that will happen on the day??????????

I am so over it all which is sad the morning I sat in on a maths PD that LST created it was amazing and so very helpful for us, until the prep TA who is scabbing hours left right and centre pipes up when asked for any clarification ...yes she directs at me '' what are your hours and how are you involved in this?'' are you fucking serious???? 

I am not 'involved' in anything it is a program I can use to help the STUDENTS I work with, I even told her to be quiet and I'd explain if she let me....... got a high five at lunch tie from another aide who was there...!!

so sad my colourful gumboots brighten my day and thats all atm xx

  

Gumboots

I am loving BigW's $10 gumboots during the wet weather much to my family's disgust ...
The kids at school love them too and you can't beat year 1 cred xx

My Time ...everything crossed

Learning Facilitator - Camira

We are currently seeking a suitably qualified person for the above position.  The succesful applicant will provide support to our teaching and therapy team in delivering a high quality early intervention program for children with autism spectrum disorder, their families and carers within our Camira centre: